I now know 7 people who have given birth in the past two weeks. I am still not one of them.
How do I manage to cope with this? Is it possible to feel truly happy for someone when this happens ever again? Or am I now stuck forever crying when someone I know has a baby, and feeling jealous and wishing that it was me?
How do I manage to sound and look happy for them when I just want to curl up and cry?
How do I retain hope that our baby is out there, somewhere, and will come someday?
Is this really what my life is going to be like for the next 10-20 years or so until people stop reproducing?